Sigh...it's sad. But that's how this things are. I don't know what's gonna happen the next time I see him, and how will I react to seeing him. So far, I'm just admiring him from afar, the closest i got to him is because I was dared to ask him for his number. At first he just smiled and said that i finish the dare cuz i already ask him but my friend said he have to give his number to me. Of course I understand his reluctance. I mean, I'm just a stranger. I said sorry to him in sms. He didn't reply. Guess I didn't expect him too. I think I'm just sorta disappointed that he is not what I make him to be. But as I said before, I think it is better if this happen.

Haha, guess I'm rambling now and repeating everything... Well, I can't help but to be excited about what's gonna happen next. Let's just wait and see